Day Three: Something you have to forgive yourself for

Ooooh, tough one, this. You see, I lean towards the idea that everything I have ever said or done has led up to me being me as I am right now at this point in time. And we wouldn't want to change that now, would we?

I guess if there is one thing I should have to forgive myself for is a lot of my past. I wasn't the greatest kid when I grew up and the teenage years were just as bad, and I can honestly remember putting my parents through hell. It must have really had such a bad impact on the whole family. When I think about it, I feel so terrible that I was such a tearaway. So, I suppose that is something I will have to forgive myself for, even if only for this blog.

So, sorry family. Sorry, Me.

Oh, and. And. Sometimes I am a completely shit friend. Really shit. I just end up trapping myself in my own head with a billion delusional thoughts floating around which, inevitably, end up being false anyway. It's a shit habit of mine and it's devastating for friendships (this isn't something that I need to forgive myself for, it's something I need to work on. Just thought I'd add it to the already quite depressing undertone of this post)

Ha, so much for beefing up a blog, yeah? Fail
Anyway. Day four next. Lovely

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