Day Five: Something you hope to do in your life

Blimey. Could write for this one for hours filling it with incessant things that I hope to achieve at various points in my life.

I suppose the one thing that I've always desired most in my life...and this is probably going to sound very weird...is a family of my own. A brilliant, beautiful, happy family.

Lame isn't it? I'm 20 and the thing I more or less want more than anything is a family of my own. I guess at this age I should be desiring hundreds of beautiful women, fast cars, super computers and an unlimited bank account (not that I don't desire these things at all, just the whole family deal tops it).

Maybe it's a dependency thing that I need people around me to rely on me and vice-versa or a love thing or a loneliness thing...I don't really know. All I know is that in the future, however close or far that may be, I want a family to love and to care for and who will love and care for me.

Not that I want to fall head over heels in love with the first girl I meet and stay with her for eternity, but I really crave the stability of a family. I'm not suggesting now. Or, indeed within the next 10 years, no, no, no, no, no. It's the idea of stability. I mean, my family life hasn't been the most stable ever, not that it isn't brilliant, I mean, I have the kindest, most loving, understanding, amicable and brilliant parents and grandparents in the cosmos. It's just that I've been to and fro. A few times. Yeah. Long story. Hmm. Well, it made me. I wouldn't be the writer you are reading now if it wasn't for all that to and fro (indeed, if there even is anybody reading this).

And the kids. I can't wait to have kids. They're going to have the best parents in the universe, I can promise that now :)

I think that's about it for today.
Uhh...yeah. And just like that, we're on day six.
Good times :)

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