Right. Here we are. Blogs. Hmm. My first ever in fact. Never been inclined to write one before. Never had the time. Or the patience. But, now seeing as I have a whole lotta time on my hands right now, I have decided to indulge in the 30-day blog challenge. Well, I say indulge. You'll be the one indulging so to speak. Feeding off the constantly infinite stream of ideas and words that seem to spew from my brain to be strung together by my tongue (or in this case my fingers)
Right. So. 30 days. 30 questions. 30 little insights into this magnificent mind of mine. Chin up, it won't be that bad.....
Brace yourself interwebs, you're about to get an unhealthy dose of vitamin J.....
Something I hate about myself. Hmmm. Not the most cheerful way to begin a month-long slog of writing, is it? Nonetheless, I said I would do this. So here goes. Anytime now...
I'd say the one thing I hate about myself more than anything (even over the fact that my facial hair grows erroneously or how my hair gets little girly quifs in it sometimes) is my total inability to help myself out of emotional ditches sometimes (I told to brace yourselves). I try my complete and absolute hardest to make sure the people around me are at their most fantastic- a feat I really feel I have achieved. But in doing this I really feel that I fail to keep myself at my most fantastic far too much. I know I'm only human (just about) and that it's impossible to be as brilliant as I can be all the time. It's a terrible feature written into my biology that fucks me off far too much of the time. It just seems that I retreat into my shell far too often while I'm alone (which is, again, far too much of my time right now) and manage to delude myself into thinking that the whole universe is out to get me, which it's not (right?). It's such a chink in my emotional armour sometimes and I'm rather fed up of it. Damn me and my irrational tendencies....
Anyway. Day one. Done. Stick around, won't ya? :)
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