Day Twenty-Three: Something you wish you had done in your life

Right! John returns! Sorry to the few people actually reading this, I have been somewhat busy over the last week and a half or so. So. Yes. Here we are. My triumphant return.

Things I wish I had done. More or less the opposite of the last post, isn't it? Might as well continue that format.

I wish I had said yes more in my life
I wish I had more courage in believing in what I do
I wish I had more things go my way in the last week or so
I wish I could stop putting myself down
I wish I had travelled the world already and met a million people from a hundred countries
I wish I had been far more efficient
I wish I had taken what I want instead constantly equivocating and making things hard for myself
I wish I had more trust in the people around me earlier in our friendships
I wish I had been to more gigs in the past
I wish I had done more to change my life earlier

But oh well. Can't have everything, can we? Maybe I should stop being so selfish about my life. I can't have it all my way. And I've come to accept that. I don't like it, but I've accepted it. I don't like not winning. I have in many, many ways in my life, but there are many things which I just can't seem to win. And that's so shit.

Anyway, on a less depressing side, I'd like to say thank you. Thank you to everyone who had read this. Even everyone who hasn't read this. Thank you. Thank you for enriching my life in so many ways. Thanks for being there. Thanks for setting me up. Thanks for pushing me down. For helping me. For letting me help you. For being you.

Cheers :)

[Update]
Just found this. This is amazing
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k7X7sZzSXYs&feature=player_embedded